i have learnt to appreciate it.
i am so, so glad right now. i feel so light.

Cross out things you've done.

not that many but enough for the first 18 years of life. although i could add some other things to the list.

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i want to go back to my childhood again ( Read more... )

it was 6.15 a.m. and i thought what the hell, i want to go for a walk. so at half past six i headed to the park. i think i really needed to do that and i'm glad i did. i've got a lot to tell about those 2 hours in the park but it's all my thoughts and observations so let them stay with me not bothering anyone.

i took some pictures.

( mobile cam -> shite quality )

i have just watched this wonderful film. Rory O'Shea was there and with his life he taught me a lot of things. he showed me that to live is to dance, despite everything, just to dance inside, until the end ( Read more... )

just returned from my friend's place. we had a nice long conversation, the kind you have with your good friend when you've not seen each other for so long you can't remember the last time and have a lot to tell. it's been a hard year for her but she says she's doing fine now and i'm glad. i had someone to listen to me too, which is a rarity, but it ( Read more... )

the summer came and i didn't notice.

i want to go travelling. i want to be on the road. it's been too long, too tiring and numbing. i want to feel i belong somewhere even if just for a moment. i want to see places, watch people. i want impressions, want to feel a bit more alive. i want to think about my life and come to a conclusion. i want to pull myself together. i want to be part ( Read more... )

sometimes i want to cry from the beauty of this world. it's amazing i can feel such love for life, even though i can't express it. i wonder if everyone experiences such moments from time to time ( Read more... )

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i love the songs that make up the soundtrack to my life.
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The Horrors are coming to Moscow. i'm not into them, just a bit unexpected.